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hahahahaha! i've conquered myself! i've made myself study for 6hours at 1 go, then wat lunch for 5 mins, and continue for another 5 hours!! i've never been able to do that... the story is different from Winston... he never subjugates himself to stress. (subjugate: verb: allow oneself to be conquered by something. Succumb to something) he looks like an introvert (introvert: noun : a shy timid person) but he really is a radiator of laughter. In my opinion he is the most capable person i have ever met (or maybe i have not met enough people yet).. For valentine's day, i did NOTHING. no presents for ANYONE. period. i was thinking about givin smthing to xz... but i noe all i'll earn is a couple of scoldings or so.. that's becoz i've made a promise to her; a promise i feel better not disclosed... i've like 'ignored' xz, only sayin hi and bye.... its a great feat for me... coz i really stilll like her.. trying my very best to forget abt her..coz only 1 goal is in my mind. like i said be4 i wanna become the smartest, fastest student in hai sing.. too farfetched' a dream? i'd think twice..